Gaah!! So frustrated... !

So, I didn't want to post something like this in a public blog, but it seems out of all the blogs I have, this one is the best place for me to post this. And I just have to bitch. XD; So if you don't want to listen to me complain about stupid drama, you don't have to read. ^ ^ Right, so, the convention this weekend fell through, because I decided I didn't want to go with the people I was going with. Okay, so one kid was in charge of the whole trip, and the other kid, who is the only person I can get a hold of, said that I could tag along with them, and all I would have to pay for was food and anything I wanted to buy at the con. So then, the next day, he's all, oh, I don't know if you can go with us, we're talking to some other people, and if they can't go, then you can go. WTF! As if I'm some last resort! Plus, the kid in charge, we've been friends for a while, but we had a bit of a falling out sometime last year. Which I thought we'd maturely (for the most part) resolved and were all chummy again. Well, according to a friend of mine, who shall remain nameless, this kid still holds a grudge against me for this! And really, all I did was tease him a little, but I guess it was in front of some customers in his shop, and he was really embarrassed. But it wasn't anything huge! It was just like "Oh, lol, you didn't learn any Japanese while you were in Japan?? That's pathetic, heehee. *joking tone*" I don't know about anyone else, but I don't think that's anything to be so worked up over that you're mad at someone for several months after, and continue to avoid them. Come on, my friends embarrass me all the time, but I don't -hate- them afterward... >.> Anyway, so according to unnamed source, apparently, it's surprising that he would let me tag along at all, since we "weren't friends anymore", which I also think is another exaggeration on another person's part, who shall also remain nameless. Ugh, so, I've decided not only am I not going to go to the con with them, but I'm just not going to associate with them anymore. >.< And not only is that kid being a total jerk, but he's also apparently gotten into some drugs... (you know, pot...) and has become a total emo recluse, so it's not like I'm going to want to be around him anymore, anyway.... To be honest, I don't really want to hang out with my friends from 'that group' anymore, simply because this shit always happens, and I'm completely fed up. I'm tired of the he said/she said bullshit. It's like being in junior high all over again, and back then, I was smart enough to avoid people like that. So, I figure I should do the same now. So, from now on, it's just video game geeks, cosplayers, or both. Because they act so much more mature. No, really. ;A; So, if no one got this far in reading this post, I'm not offended. I just needed to vent. ^ ^; And if you did, then you're sweet. ^.^ ♥

Anyway, I'm going to go to bed, and try to focus again on the important thing at hand, my Palutena costume! Which reminds me, my cosplay plans have changed. Maybe I'll make a post about that later. And I promise I will put up some more art soon, dang it! I'm just slowly, but surely, getting everything colored. XD; This is why I don't normally color my drawings. Because it takes like 4 hours per drawing. XD; And that conflicts pretty bad with work, friends, travel time, and costume time. Heh, anyway, night!